Tuesday, December 9, 2014

The Broken Contract

     On having a conscience, many people have said to me, “Don’t tell me about it.  I don’t want to know.  I don’t want to think about it,” when I try to tell them about what happens to eight billion animals per year in the United States alone.  Think about it.  The Holocaust that happened in early twentieth century Europe killed an estimated six million people.  The world is still reeling from such a tragedy.  The karmic implications for such an event are staggering.  Now think about the numbers and the level of innocence that is being tortured today.  It’s not six million total, but eight billion per year.  Even though the United States consumes most of the worlds beef, this figure is much more on a global scale.  What are the karmic implications of depriving billions of innocent beings of light, and love, and fresh air and then abusing them in the most sociopathic of ways in not only unhealthy but often filthy conditions, deplorable by any standards.  Imagine animals locked for life in cages, their only crime being their innocence, standing often in their own waste or wading through thousands of other animals’ waste, and you have seen the floors of factory farms.   

     These animals unlike people, who may have lied or committed another act of sin against their fellow humans, are innocent in every way.  They, nor their predecessors,  have ever harmed humans, but have assisted human society in unquantifiable ways.  I dare say that we may not have any society to speak of without the use of horse power.  Horses, who are now used for dog food and hauled off to factory farms in their prime or old age when they should be enjoying grazing in a peaceful pasture, not being prodded with electric sticks to walk to their deaths, have been the back bone of building human society.  They have transported us across continents and have carried our most precious cargoes and pulled logs and stone blocks for building our cities and houses.  Cows, another benevolent creature who has blessed mostly Europe and some of Africa with their sustenance for most of human history, are now seen as milk machines, rather than living beings.  She is constantly impregnated so that she produces more and more milk.  Her male calves are taken away immediately to be put into wooden milk crates and fed an iron deficient diet to keep their flesh white.  There is no such thing as milk fed veal.  Milk has some iron, farmers do not feed male calves milk.  And the females are taken away too until they return pumped full of hormones and Monsanto corn so that a farmer can stick his arm into them to impregnate them while they scream.  All of these acts, citizens are sanctioning every time they take a bite of their abused, chemical laden, hormone filled piece of animal flesh, or they drink a big glass of cow’s milk designed to feed a baby cow not a human.


     If knowledge of any kind turns your stomach because you are part of the problem and fear change more than the suffering you are causing yourself and billions of others, just stop and listen to your poor ignored heart and conscience for a moment.  If every cell in your body screams when you hear about animals suffering, perhaps it is because long ago, humans made a contract with our creator to be the stuarts of the planet and all life upon it.  We made a vow to protect and to take care of the beautiful planet that we are leasing in essence until we die.  What are the karmic consequences of such a violation of trust?  


     Not only do we harm ourselves by consuming animals that our bodies are not designed to eat, we are harming the essence of life itself on the planet.  Humans do not have acidic saliva,  nor do we have short intestines like carnivores and omnivores.  Our blood has a ph that is alkaline based unlike all carnivores and omnivores which have more acidic blood.  And by consuming foods in the massive quantities that we do that are not fit for us, we are also harming the planet.  Ninety percent of all food grown in the U.S. goes to feed animals on factory farms.  Most of this food is created by chemical companies like Monsanto who not only use genetically modified seeds but also use massive amounts of chemical fertilizers and pesticides on these crops.  Corn is genetically engineered with genes from Round-Up, a pesticide.  The reason for this is so the plant does not reject the pesticide when it is sprayed.  This pesticide works to kill bugs by exploding their stomachs.  Consequently, there is also an epidemic of stomach disorders in the U.S. since Monsanto has taken over corn, soy and sugar beet production.  The sugar beet is now used to produce almost all of the white sugar found in America.  Now almost any foods purchased in grocery stores are sealed with some form of poisonous chemical and genetically altered organism. 


     What we sow, we too shall reap.  We cannot escape the consequences of our actions any more than we can escape life.  What might life on this planet be like if all humans woke up to their calling, to the unique purpose humans were designed to fulfill which is to be the stuarts of the planet and to express compassion for all of life?  If each individual turned away from the propaganda of greed, which breeds sickness of body, mind and spirit, this planet would experience a profound shift in energy.  Energy could be directed towards healing and growing rather than directed towards destruction.  Unfortunately, it is difficult to remain a centered, compassionate, person when we are filling our bodies, the vessels of our spirits, with toxic substances.  And it is difficult to think “right” when we are poisoning our brains via the toxic foods we eat and the healthy foods we deprive ourselves of.  When the body is deprived of nutrition, the mind is deprived.  And when the mind is deprived and spinning on an ego-centered wheel, the spirit is also deprived, and the individual becomes depraved and sick.  


     All the drugs in the world cannot cure an ailing society from a disease of such enormous proportions, the disease of a society made sick by it’s misuse of its mind and a broken contract.  We break contracts we make all the time.  We get divorced from one another.  We make promises to ourselves, “I’ll quit smoking tomorrow,” that we seldom keep.  We make promises to  others and break their trusts with lies.  Lying is the norm on reality television.  And the main stream media is far worse, convincing society that the drama of rich people is news.  Religion, the media and advertisement have been used to brainwash society from its true purpose to a more deformed and debilitated existence where everything is controlled by a few and the rest of the souls in bodies, very similar to the billions of factory farm animals these bodies consume, are simply machines being used by the controllers to create more chaos and disorder.


     How does this happen, that humans' thoughts and minds are used to further a malicious purpose?  The answer is the same way that computers can be hijacked to do the bidding of computer hackers.  In essence, the constant bombardment of negative, mind-numbing propaganda via magazines, television, films, news papers, the Internet, radio and even ourselves in our daily lives has been the vehicle for implanting this virus into our minds, the radio signals of our souls.  As we communicate and spread this program that has hijacked and is now running this serious virus that continues to disable the hardware of our minds, our souls, which were designed to be co-creators, are now evolving into the great destroyers we have been brainwashed to become.


     Perhaps our destiny is to overcome this virus that affects our hearts and minds and souls and to evolve to realizing our true potential and our true purpose.  Our destiny is not to kill ourselves as a species, taking much of the life on the planet with us.  Perhaps our destiny is to blossom like lotus flowers in the mud into our own enlightenment and realization of oneness and responsibility towards not only ourselves, each other but also towards all of life, perhaps not only on this planet but on future yet undiscovered planets and beyond.


     If we are consuming a diseased food and then spewing that poison everywhere we go, how can we as a species or specific individuals evolve.  Perhaps taking baby steps to heal ourselves via choosing to live a healthy, happy, and holy life, is the path to open not only our own hearts but the collective human heart and heal the planet, ourselves and all of life.  


     One way to begin the process of taking our minds back is to chant, Nam Myoho Renge Kyo, a Buddhist chant for world peace which has the power to raise not only our individual vibrational energy but to raise the vibrational energy of the entire planet.  If you’re not ready to live a truly compassionate life yet, you can begin to chant that one day you will be ready.  And that day will come.  That's what I do, one step at a time.


     Let change begin with me.  Let change begin with each individual.  Let that change and peace spread like a mighty wind and a gentle breeze, sometimes roaring around the edges of existence wearing down the cliff walls of false propaganda and sometimes whispering softly into the ear of the soul, “wake up, wake up.”  Before it’s too late, humans must wake-up and will wake-up.  We will wake-up regardless.  Let us not be regretful but be victorious. 



Sunday, September 7, 2014

We Are All Stars



“We are all playing a leading role, having taken our place in this trouble-filled saha world to act out the drama of kosen-rufu.” 

  • President Ikeda, The Wisdom of the Lotus Sutra, Volume 1, p. 129.

After reading this passage,  I asked myself, “how do humans choose their characters?” I saw how each of us is playing the part of our own drama, our play.  In Buddhism it is believed that we have chosen our current existence with all of its obstacles and mishaps.  We have chosen to live in this world in order to transform and help others to transform.  Evolution and transformation is our ultimate purpose.  

Florescent Universe by CMS 2011
Still, I have heard several friends tell me that they cannot control their thoughts.  The idea that we are not our thoughts seemed very foreign to them.  I began to wonder if symptoms of mental illness are the cause of the random, negative thoughts or if years of the perpetuation of negative, self-defeating thoughts are actually the cause of mental illness.  Is it possible that the brain’s wiring and ability to produce the appropriate chemicals could be affected by repeated and perpetual negative thinking?  I ask this because we are living in an age where mental illness seems an epidemic.  More and more children are put on drugs to control their outbursts and behaviors.  More and more adults are succumbing to depression and other related illnesses like bi-polar disorder, which appears to need life-long medical treatment.

And there are other forms of epidemic mental illness, for instance, the ability to choose to murder hundreds of thousands of people rather than to come from a place of peace to have rational conversations.  The strike first, talk second, murder doesn’t matter if it’s called war mentality is also epidemic.  Unfortunately, this epidemic or drama has been going on since biblical days.  People have suffered from the insane illusion that killing is okay as long as it is a means to an end.  Unfortunately so many returning soldiers are also diagnosed with PTS disorders and are prescribed medications to deal with the stress of returning home to an environment where every noise in the night is likely not a bomb going off.  What is the drama or play that we as a collective are creating that puts young women and men in harms-way in order to prove a point or to make more money for the very wealthy or to secure “our” interests in regions we do not belong in anyway?  How can we as a collective change this fear based drama that dooms us to repeated misery?

Tree Reaching by CMS 2011
I think starting with the dramas we create in our own homes and heads might be a very good place to start. I am not a psychiatrist nor a doctor of any kind.  I am merely a person who questions and observes.  I question whether drugs, which have so many side-effects, can actually solve people’s problems.  I wonder if taking spoonfuls of happy thoughts, through chanting, meditation and exercise, is a better way to cure the blues.  I have known people who seemed completely unable to perceive anything positive. One friend, told another friend, Amy, that she would never get married and that no one would ever love her.  Amy told this friend that she would never find a husband with that attitude.  Consequently, that friend never found a husband or had the child she said she could never have. How are we manifesting exactly what we think will happen?  How do we change from manifesting our worst fears to living our most beautiful dreams?

Lotus Flower by CMS 2011
I may not be a doctor, but I am an actor and have transformed inside and out on stage and on camera to manifest the emotions and the moments the scenes needed to tell the story the directors envisioned.  Perhaps we are all the directors, the actors and the writers for the scenes of our lives.  I am also a screenwriter and have used the skill of visualizing how I’d like a scene to go, not only on the page but in my “real” life.  Once, I was afraid of the potential anger my friend might have when I asked her to move out of my apartment.  I saw the anger very clearly.  I chanted, “Nam Myoho Renge Kyo” to clear my mind of negative, fearful thoughts.  While chanting, I began to feel better.  I then began visualizing the outcome I desired, a calm, rational, sincere conversation.  I began to feel more and more certain that there would be a positive outcome to our discussion. I was relieved and filled with gratitude when this vision of peace is what I manifested that day.  

If I had entered that conversation with the fear and resentment that I previously felt, my fears would have manifested.  I knew I had to speak from a place of love and respect, and that this place had to be created by me.  The friend I had to have this conversation with also suffers from a mental illness, so I had that fear to deal with as well.  But I was able to overcome not only my own fundamental darkness that day, but possibly her fundamental darkness as well.  And that is the tip of the ice-berg of the power of chanting.

Blurry Road by CMS 2011
How can we as a society, as individual cities, states, countries and continents come together with our collective dysfunctional characters to instead choose peaceful roles, leaving the fundamental darkness at the door?  If the political figures we choose to elect could come to the table of dialogue from a place of truth and compassion and ultimately true power rather than fear, we may begin to see the end of one form of collective mental illness, war.  And aren’t the atrocities that plague the world in the form of genocide, human female mutilation, mass killings and beheadings, all the horrible things that happen in the world, even treating animals like machines and torturing and killing eight billion of these innocent creatures in the United States alone, aren’t these all symptoms of mass mental illness?  To quote a dear friend, “The inmates are running the asylum.”  The people of the world have allowed people suffering with severe mental illnesses to be the leaders of society for far too long. Isn’t it time we put stock in commodities that actually have a chance to yield the positive, empowered, abundant results we desire?

I realized when dealing with my own drama about asking my friend to move, I had to change the character, I was choosing to play, from one of stress and fear and resignation to one empowered with truth and emblazoned with the light of compassion.  During rehearsals, actors are constantly refining their characters, questioning their motives and the inner obstacles to that character’s success.  Perhaps these same skills can be used to refine and fine-tune our own characters in the world as well.  If the world is all a stage, then let us play our best characters in this amazing production.  Let us overcome every obstacle to our enlightenment with courage and compassion.  Let us lift our hearts and our hands to help others and thereby help ourselves, for as the energy of each individual transforms and is raised to a higher consciousness, so to is the consciousness of all of creation.


Saturday, July 19, 2014

Explaining the Basics


I was fortunate last month to have the opportunity to deeply ponder the question of Buddhism when my local chapter asked me to give a lecture at a group meeting explaining the basics of the practice. 

What is Buddhism?

Buddhism began roughly twenty-five hundred years ago.   Shakyamuni Buddha, also known as Siddhartha Gautama, abandoned his life as a prince in India to seek a means to end human suffering.  His teachings culminated in the Lotus Sutra, which elucidates the eternally present Buddha nature inherent in all life.

What is Nichiren Buddhism?

Nichiren Daishonin, a reformer in thirteenth century Japan, studied the writings of Buddhism for many years and realized that the Lotus Sutra was the supreme teaching.  The title of this sutra translates from its original Sanskrit to ancient Chinese as “Myoho Renge Kyo.” Nam was added to the beginning of this chant, which in Sanskrit means, “devotion to.”  Along with two chapters of the Lotus Sutra, this is the chant that practitioners of Nicheren Buddhism typically recite.

Why do we chant?

Nichiren realized that chanting, “Nam Myoho Renge Kyo,” made Buddhism available to all people, as the original Buddha intended.  The Lotus Sutra states that we can attain Buddha-hood in this lifetime, while Siddhartha’s previous writings that say enlightenment will take many lifetimes or kalpas are considered provisionary teachings in order to prepare the people of that time for the truth.

How can this be?

The words “Nam Myoho Renge Kyo,” are also ancient Sanskrit seed sounds, which are believed to be thousands of years old, perhaps even predating known civilizations. I recently saw a youtube.com video of the sounds recorded from the sun and our solar system.  Scientists were amazed to discover that the universe makes sounds.  Scientist have also discovered that sounds are also vibrations and that everything in existence is made up of energy vibrating at various frequencies.  By chanting, we connect to the Mystic Law of the universe, also called the unfathomable that permeates all existence.  (Please see the links below for more information on these topics.)
There have always been many paths people have walked in order to become one with the universal truths. Many people have asked me, “What is the difference between meditation and chanting?”  I have been an avid practitioner of meditation for over twenty years.  It has great benefits to relieve stress and calm the psyche and even relieve muscle tension and assist in healing the mind, body and soul.  However, action is what changes our karma.   In an introduction to Buddhism book, it likens chanting to “when a caged bird sings.”  Our karma and minds have caged us, but when we sing (chant), we begin to shatter the illusion of the cage that holds us and begin to realize our true boundless potential.  Chanting for me is the engine and the fuel that transforms karma.  Chanting has a power behind it as mentioned earlier – being a direct connection to the mystic law and the mystic law itself – Nam Myoho Renge Kyo – that does not even compare to simply sitting and breathing in meditation.

For me, chanting helps to give me the courage to take action, to do things previously unimaginable and to overcome fear and doubts.  It dispels the fears and fuels my determination to transform my karma in this lifetime and to transform my life to living joyfully through each moment today.  During one of my first experiences with chanting, tears flowed down my face as heartfelt love flowed, and I was able to forgive someone who greatly harmed me. I may not always be able to laugh at obstacles, but at least I have the determination to overcome them and the knowledge that I can.  With the power, knowledge and wisdom of this practice, I am unstoppable in achieving my goals and taking steps forward, not only for my own benefit but for the benefit of all living beings.

Chanting for the benefit of others is a basic component of this practice. I have always wanted to help others in any way that I was able.  It took me many years to realize and some astute friends observing my dilemmas, that the best way I could help others was to show them the power of my own transformation, to be the change I wished to see in the world, as Ghandi said.  When people see our joy and feel the energy of our happiness and our resolve to overcome every obstacle in the path of our goals and our enlightenment, they will be inspired to learn more and hopefully desire to thrive in a similar way.

What is the SGI?

SGI stands for Soka Gakkai International and translates to “Value Creating Society.”  It is the lay Buddhist organization practicing and promoting world peace through Nicheren Buddhism.  “A great human revolution in just a single individual will help achieve a change in the destiny of a nation and further, will enable a change in the destiny of all humankind.”  The SGI is an organization of practitioners in 192 countries who not only chant together, but by being living examples of the power to transform our karma and our lives, they give each other boundless encouragement and hope.

There are many other aspects to Nichiren Buddhism such as a Gohonzon, the mandala that represents the mirror of the soul, and Gonyo, the practice of chanting in the morning and evening.  I encourage anyone interested in transforming their lives and living as their true selves, and in the great benefit of supporting others and being supported by other positive, empowered people, to go to the site listed below for more detailed information and to find a chapter near you.

http://www.sgi.org (International)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oSePXRbW9o An interesting video on the power of sound in manifesting the physical world.



Sunday, April 20, 2014

Easter and Compassion

20 April 2014

Two discussions – Easter Sunday and Compassion

I begin with compassion. Today’s Buddhist lesson was about wisdom and compassion and that one without the other would not work.  Compassion without the wisdom to take action could be overwhelming.  Wisdom without compassion leaves people soulless and empty. 

This message was especially pertinent for me because I decided to begin a mostly raw vegan diet today.  And to kick off my campaign, last night I saw a documentary titled,Vegucated,  that reminded me that even though I buy organic cheese and eggs, this does not mean that the product is cruelty-free.  If fact, organic is just a term meaning that the animal was not fed hormones and antibiotics and was fed mostly organic food.  However, all the chicks will travel along conveyor belts separated from their mothers, and the male chicks will drop down into shoots to be destroyed in fan-like slicers.  This is all part of organic egg production. They also use no anesthesia when treating wounds or in castration of bulls for organic beef production.  Drugs are costly and not organic.  In order to keep up with their factory-farmed cousins, organic farms are still factory farms. And just like on all factory farms, the animals are treated like machines.

This is not to say that all organic animal farming is inhumane and uses factory farming methods.  Small local farms tend to be more humane. They allow visitors and trade in smaller quantities usually at farmers markets. 

I’ve done a vegan raw food cleanse several times before.  I always feel amazing, but because of our culture and trying to be more accommodating to others, I have usually given in.  Last night, while watching that film, I decided that even if I don’t do completely raw, I can do completely vegan.  Today, I had a whole mango with green tea for breakfast.  Later I ate a giant mixed green salad with balsamic and organic olive oil and marinated olives. I made a peanut dipping sauce for some cucumber slices, celery sticks, mushroom caps and heirloom mini-tomatoes.  I am completely satisfied. Unlike a heavy Sunday egg filled breakfast, which usually puts me to sleep, I have energy to write this blog.

Another idea of compassion has occurred to me many times over the years.  When I retreat into some form of self-abuse, be it smoking cigarettes or drinking a few extra beers with the pack, or eating dollar brand cheese pizzas, (who knows what’s in that,) I go back to this revelation over and over.  About a year after beginning my Buddhist practice, I realized that the karmic retribution of how we treat ourselves carries the same weight of the karmic retribution of how we treat others.  If we are eating sick, diseased, flesh and eggs from animals on factory farms, laden with toxins and pesticides and more, how can we expect to be anything but sick?  And since I have been reminded that organic animal farming is usually equally as cruel, how can I expect to be anything but sick from eating this form of torture and cruelty and destruction of innocent life?

The film also discusses the book, The China Study by T. Colin Campbell, about a study in China showing that the more animal products, meat, eggs, cheese, milk etc., a town or village consumed, the higher the incidents of heart disease, cancer and other degenerative diseases.

Going back to Easter, this morning as I walked into the Buddhist center, I heard beautiful singing from a choir at the church across the street.  I thought of a friend’s question from a few days ago.  “Why do they call it Good Friday when that’s the day Jesus died?  I asked another friend, a message therapist, Christian mystic and many other things.  He said that because Jesus was a pure soul and had to suffer so much that he had removed all human karmic debt from the past, present and future.
 
I pondered this as I sat in the big room to chant with others.  I pulled out my little notebook and began writing.  Perhaps the resurrection of Jesus from death symbolizes his struggle with all human fundamental darkness (our collective karma) and his victory over the four devils and three demons.  And since my friend and others I presume have credited Jesus with clearing the worlds past, present and future karma, and by clearing our fundamental darkness through the resurrection, he paved the way for everyone’s release from the fundamental sufferings of birth, old age, sickness and death.  Perhaps this has already happened; it is just up to the rest of us to realize that we are and have always been free to be happy in each and every moment.  And by chanting, Nam myoho renge kyo, we are able to remove the curtain of illusion of suffering and realize the truth of the mystic law of the universe, the 3,000 realms in one.  And then we can all lift up our voices and rejoice.

And if we stopped torturing and killing, in the United States alone, 8 billion animals per year, we might be a lot closer to realizing our true, compassionate, Jesus and Buddha like natures.  And if Jesus really did do all that work to save people's souls, why should we be wasting them?

Happy Easter.  I hope everyone realizes Ester was a pagan goddess.